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Apologies never fix anything. No matter how much you mean it, No matter how many times you say it,                                                      "sorry" is never enough. You can try to show how bad you feel, but that never changes anything either. In the end, no matter what you do and how hard you try, its                                                         never enough to right the wrong. Wrongs always linger in the back of minds, impossible to completely erase.                                                       Fixes are only temporary. Somehow, I always manage to mess up, no matter how hard I try to be good

I thought you would always                                                 love me. But I was wrong about that. I'm wrong about a lot of things, at least it seems that way. Why else would everyone abandon me?                                                 Doesn't make much sense why I'd be all alone unless there was something wrong with me. But what is the flaw you see? Is it my fat? Is it how I                                                   always manage to say the wrong thing? Please, just tell me, I swear I can fix it. I'll keep on over-thinking, I'll keep on trying to figure out what the                        

What am I supposed to do when everything comes crashing down around me. My whole life plan,                                                            shattered into tiny pieces. What am I going to do without him? My life isn't what I want it to be. Why isn't he                                                              in love with me anymore? What did I do wrong? Thinking about life without him,                                                            to try to imagine life without him by my side… It's unbearable. I feel so small, so                                                            tiny. Foolish of me to